ROAR!!!!

Project.
Project.
Research.
Project.
Just need to pull through another and then I will sing,
"I AM FREE TO RUN. I AM FREE TO DANCE. I AM FREE TO LIVE FOR YOU. YES, I AM FREE!"
According to that they song, it really means that we are set free from our sins because of the blood of Christ.
For the past week, I have been staying at SFU Surrey until 9pm or after.
It was quite hard to get things done, but I am already making progress.
Therefore, three projects and one paper…ROAR!!!!
HANG IN THERE, TIMMY!

When I am tired, I began to zone out a lot.
As I was walking home today from school…yes, school is still open on Saturday, I felt like fainting due to exhaustion.
Gladly, God continues to sustain me and helping me through.
I began to ponder…and quite a lot of things went through my mind.
However, one thing in my mind that I kept focus was her.
I confess, I do miss her.
Being unable to see her or talk to her on the phone for almost two weeks gives me this chilliness.
I don’t know how to explain though.
All I can say is that I do miss her quite a lot.
As I talked about my feelings about her in my last blogs, sometimes I do want to cry, but not a glimpse of drip in eyes would fall out.
As I continue to long to see her, I hunger God so much.
Every night, I stand before Him, with all these petitions and requests in front of Him.
Understand and knowing Him as a being, through the scriptures, enlightens my thought.
Jesus is my only hope to the Father.
No one comes to the Father but through Jesus.
I wonder, if people who prays to God without having a personal relationship with Jesus, then I wonder if their prayers would be answered.
Or maybe in terms of reaching to heaven, our Salvation that comes from Him, then Jesus is our only hope for our Salvation.
I continually ask God for answers.
I fear the results the most, but I believe that God’s result are for the goods.
Some people asked me, "What if she doesn’t like you?"
If she doesn’t like me, then that is probably God’s answer and His will for her and for me.
Being humble about it is very important too.
As I continue in this journey, I also want to be reminded by Romans 8:25-27.
"But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently. In the same way, the
Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray
for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words
cannot express. And he
who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the
Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God’s will."
My hope is not about me wanting to spend the rest of my life on earth with her, but my hope is for my prayer to be answered.
I will continue to pray and wait for the Lord.

ROAR!!!!

Project.
Project.
Research.
Project.
Just need to pull through another and then I will sing,
“I AM FREE TO RUN. I AM FREE TO DANCE. I AM FREE TO LIVE FOR YOU. YES, I AM FREE!”
According to that they song, it really means that we are set free from our sins because of the blood of Christ.
For the past week, I have been staying at SFU Surrey until 9pm or after.
It was quite hard to get things done, but I am already making progress.
Therefore, three projects and one paper…ROAR!!!!
HANG IN THERE, TIMMY!

When I am tired, I began to zone out a lot.
As I was walking home today from school…yes, school is still open on Saturday, I felt like fainting due to exhaustion.
Gladly, God continues to sustain me and helping me through.
I began to ponder…and quite a lot of things went through my mind.
However, one thing in my mind that I kept focus was her.
I confess, I do miss her.
Being unable to see her or talk to her on the phone for almost two weeks gives me this chilliness.
I don’t know how to explain though.
All I can say is that I do miss her quite a lot.
As I talked about my feelings about her in my last blogs, sometimes I do want to cry, but not a glimpse of drip in eyes would fall out.
As I continue to long to see her, I hunger God so much.
Every night, I stand before Him, with all these petitions and requests in front of Him.
Understand and knowing Him as a being, through the scriptures, enlightens my thought.
Jesus is my only hope to the Father.
No one comes to the Father but through Jesus.
I wonder, if people who prays to God without having a personal relationship with Jesus, then I wonder if their prayers would be answered.
Or maybe in terms of reaching to heaven, our Salvation that comes from Him, then Jesus is our only hope for our Salvation.
I continually ask God for answers.
I fear the results the most, but I believe that God’s result are for the goods.
Some people asked me, “What if she doesn’t like you?”
If she doesn’t like me, then that is probably God’s answer and His will for her and for me.
Being humble about it is very important too.
As I continue in this journey, I also want to be reminded by Romans 8:25-27.
“But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently. In the same way, the
Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray
for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words
cannot express. And he
who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the
Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God’s will.”
My hope is not about me wanting to spend the rest of my life on earth with her, but my hope is for my prayer to be answered.
I will continue to pray and wait for the Lord.

Come to me (Isaiah 55)

For those who walked away from God.
For those who are still searching for the Truth.
For those who desires to seek answer.
For those who want to be satisfied.
For those who want to be loved.
For those who disbelieve.
Why not give God a chance?
Sincerely open up yourself FULLY to Him, and He will reveal himself to you.
What did Jesus ever do to you that made you disbelieve?

 ¹ "Come, all you who are thirsty,
       come to the waters;
       and you who have no money,
       come, buy and eat!
       Come, buy wine and milk
       without money and without cost.

 ² Why spend money on what is not bread,
       and your labor on what does not satisfy?
       Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good,
       and your soul will delight in the richest of fare.

 ³ Give ear and come to me;
       hear me, that your soul may live.
       I will make an everlasting covenant with you,
       my faithful love promised to David.

 ⁴ See, I have made him a witness to the peoples,
       a leader and commander of the peoples.

 ⁵ Surely you will summon nations you know not,
       and nations that do not know you will hasten to you,
       because of the LORD your God,
       the Holy One of Israel,
       for he has endowed you with splendor."

 ⁶ Seek the LORD while he may be found;
       call on him while he is near.

 ⁷ Let the wicked forsake his way
       and the evil man his thoughts.
       Let him turn to the LORD, and he will have mercy on him,
       and to our God, for he will freely pardon.

 ⁸ "For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
       neither are your ways my ways,"
       declares the LORD.

 ⁹ "As the heavens are higher than the earth,
       so are my ways higher than your ways
       and my thoughts than your thoughts.

 ¹⁰ As the rain and the snow
       come down from heaven,
       and do not return to it
       without watering the earth
       and making it bud and flourish,
       so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,

 ¹¹ so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
       It will not return to me empty,
       but will accomplish what I desire
       and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.

 ¹² You will go out in joy
       and be led forth in peace;
       the mountains and hills
       will burst into song before you,
       and all the trees of the field
       will clap their hands.

 ¹³ Instead of the thornbush will grow the pine tree,
       and instead of briers the myrtle will grow.
       This will be for the LORD’s renown,
       for an everlasting sign,
       which will not be destroyed."

Give Him a chance.

Come to me (Isaiah 55)

For those who walked away from God.
For those who are still searching for the Truth.
For those who desires to seek answer.
For those who want to be satisfied.
For those who want to be loved.
For those who disbelieve.
Why not give God a chance?
Sincerely open up yourself FULLY to Him, and He will reveal himself to you.
What did Jesus ever do to you that made you disbelieve?

 ¹ “Come, all you who are thirsty,
       come to the waters;
       and you who have no money,
       come, buy and eat!
       Come, buy wine and milk
       without money and without cost.

 ² Why spend money on what is not bread,
       and your labor on what does not satisfy?
       Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good,
       and your soul will delight in the richest of fare.

 ³ Give ear and come to me;
       hear me, that your soul may live.
       I will make an everlasting covenant with you,
       my faithful love promised to David.

 ⁴ See, I have made him a witness to the peoples,
       a leader and commander of the peoples.

 ⁵ Surely you will summon nations you know not,
       and nations that do not know you will hasten to you,
       because of the LORD your God,
       the Holy One of Israel,
       for he has endowed you with splendor.”

 ⁶ Seek the LORD while he may be found;
       call on him while he is near.

 ⁷ Let the wicked forsake his way
       and the evil man his thoughts.
       Let him turn to the LORD, and he will have mercy on him,
       and to our God, for he will freely pardon.

 ⁸ “For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
       neither are your ways my ways,”
       declares the LORD.

 ⁹ “As the heavens are higher than the earth,
       so are my ways higher than your ways
       and my thoughts than your thoughts.

 ¹⁰ As the rain and the snow
       come down from heaven,
       and do not return to it
       without watering the earth
       and making it bud and flourish,
       so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,

 ¹¹ so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
       It will not return to me empty,
       but will accomplish what I desire
       and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.

 ¹² You will go out in joy
       and be led forth in peace;
       the mountains and hills
       will burst into song before you,
       and all the trees of the field
       will clap their hands.

 ¹³ Instead of the thornbush will grow the pine tree,
       and instead of briers the myrtle will grow.
       This will be for the LORD’s renown,
       for an everlasting sign,
       which will not be destroyed.”

Give Him a chance.

Must CUT it off (Matthew 18:8)

List of things I must stop or else I would go insane with stress.
– Cut off Warcraft.
– Cut off arcade.
– Cut off wasting time.
I would finish so much work if I just cut them right off.
Okay, I am feeling quite anxious and stress for this week.
Quite a lot of things to finish.
Please pray for me.

Must CUT it off (Matthew 18:8)

List of things I must stop or else I would go insane with stress.
– Cut off Warcraft.
– Cut off arcade.
– Cut off wasting time.
I would finish so much work if I just cut them right off.
Okay, I am feeling quite anxious and stress for this week.
Quite a lot of things to finish.
Please pray for me.

It’s coming back

As I am looking forward to the end of the semester, I am also looking forward to all the piles of work that will fall on me.
It is almost the end of the month, again.
Majority of my subjects are alright.
I am kind of struggling with this writing course: Tech 101W.
Honestly, I really hate writing, and I will be doing an upper level writing in the future.
I got back my research paper, and boom!
I didn’t fail, but I didn’t expect to get that mark.
I seriously need to redeem my marks through my next paper.
IAT 102 is average for me.
I can’t say I am not doing so well, but I also can’t say I am doing well.
I am just between the marks, and hoping to accomplish better for my final project.
IAT 100 is alright now.
Josh and I will be working together on FLASH Animation.
Perhaps we could show some of our works to C4Cers.
Must do really well for the Final Project.
Note to self: MUST DO REALLY WELL ON THE WRITE-UP.
Not saying that I screwed up on my last two projects ’cause I got A’s on both my projects, BUT the write-up is the only thing that pulled my marks down.
Therefore, Josh and I will be starting on it this week.
CMPT 120 has another project assigned.
I will be creating a game called Reversi!
Search it up on google and have fun with it.
Anyhow, the good thing about it is that I get to work with a partner!
I never thought that someone would want to work with me because it is an option if we want to work with someone.
Anyhow, must get perfect on the project ’cause I almost did for the last project.
Oh boy, this sounds fun alright???
Three MAJOR FINAL PROJECTS, and ONE RESEARCH PAPER are due on the LAST WEEK.
So I have two more weeks to finish it…make it one and half weeks left.
Like what Chinese people would say, "ADD OIL or +++++++OIL."
Must pull this through.
God is the only source of energy, and Jesus is the one that transfers that energy to us.
I used that analogy from Parable of the vine and the branches.
Seriously, if we don’t abide in Christ, then how will be bear much fruit?
"I can do all things through Him who gives me strength." ~ Philippians 4:13

It’s coming back

As I am looking forward to the end of the semester, I am also looking forward to all the piles of work that will fall on me.
It is almost the end of the month, again.
Majority of my subjects are alright.
I am kind of struggling with this writing course: Tech 101W.
Honestly, I really hate writing, and I will be doing an upper level writing in the future.
I got back my research paper, and boom!
I didn’t fail, but I didn’t expect to get that mark.
I seriously need to redeem my marks through my next paper.
IAT 102 is average for me.
I can’t say I am not doing so well, but I also can’t say I am doing well.
I am just between the marks, and hoping to accomplish better for my final project.
IAT 100 is alright now.
Josh and I will be working together on FLASH Animation.
Perhaps we could show some of our works to C4Cers.
Must do really well for the Final Project.
Note to self: MUST DO REALLY WELL ON THE WRITE-UP.
Not saying that I screwed up on my last two projects ’cause I got A’s on both my projects, BUT the write-up is the only thing that pulled my marks down.
Therefore, Josh and I will be starting on it this week.
CMPT 120 has another project assigned.
I will be creating a game called Reversi!
Search it up on google and have fun with it.
Anyhow, the good thing about it is that I get to work with a partner!
I never thought that someone would want to work with me because it is an option if we want to work with someone.
Anyhow, must get perfect on the project ’cause I almost did for the last project.
Oh boy, this sounds fun alright???
Three MAJOR FINAL PROJECTS, and ONE RESEARCH PAPER are due on the LAST WEEK.
So I have two more weeks to finish it…make it one and half weeks left.
Like what Chinese people would say, “ADD OIL or +++++++OIL.”
Must pull this through.
God is the only source of energy, and Jesus is the one that transfers that energy to us.
I used that analogy from Parable of the vine and the branches.
Seriously, if we don’t abide in Christ, then how will be bear much fruit?
“I can do all things through Him who gives me strength.” ~ Philippians 4:13

Sincerity (Various of verses)

As I am approaching the future by seconds, I learned something new.
Sincerity is not a word that I use everyday.
Based on what it means, there are some words that can define it.
To shorten into an adjective, the word will be sincere.
Let’s collect few words to match what it means.
Purity.
Honesty.
Wholehearted.
That’s what I understand of what sincerity means.
So we know what it means, now let’s go deeper.
Here’s a question for all of us:
How does it apply to us?
Are we hypocrites?
Deep down inside, are we really being sincere before God and our neighbors?
Yesterday, I was talking to my friend.
Sincere was brought up in the conversation.
hmm…I am sincere?
Wow, I never thought someone would think of me or see me as a sincere person.
However, I do struggle with being sincere,
Here’s the challenge, God is testing our hearts to see if we are sincere before Him.
Believe or not, this is the truth, God knows our hearts.
Isaiah 29:13 "The Lord says, ‘These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is made up only of rules taught by men.’ "
Sincerity is only mentioned in the New Testament.
Why though?
Because people are recognizing who God is through the power of the Holy Spirit.
Acts 2:46 "Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and SINCERE hearts…"
First, we see that believers are gathering in small homes to fellowship.
Paul reminds us about having a sincere heart, faith, and love.
You can take a lot of verses in the New Testament about being sincere.
One of the good reminders from Paul is 1 Timothy 1:5
"The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith."
May we reminded to have this attitude of sincerity before our Heavenly Father.
From now on, I desire to be sincere before God in everything that I do.

Sincerity (Various of verses)

As I am approaching the future by seconds, I learned something new.
Sincerity is not a word that I use everyday.
Based on what it means, there are some words that can define it.
To shorten into an adjective, the word will be sincere.
Let’s collect few words to match what it means.
Purity.
Honesty.
Wholehearted.
That’s what I understand of what sincerity means.
So we know what it means, now let’s go deeper.
Here’s a question for all of us:
How does it apply to us?
Are we hypocrites?
Deep down inside, are we really being sincere before God and our neighbors?
Yesterday, I was talking to my friend.
Sincere was brought up in the conversation.
hmm…I am sincere?
Wow, I never thought someone would think of me or see me as a sincere person.
However, I do struggle with being sincere,
Here’s the challenge, God is testing our hearts to see if we are sincere before Him.
Believe or not, this is the truth, God knows our hearts.
Isaiah 29:13 “The Lord says, ‘These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is made up only of rules taught by men.’ “
Sincerity is only mentioned in the New Testament.
Why though?
Because people are recognizing who God is through the power of the Holy Spirit.
Acts 2:46 “Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and SINCERE hearts…”
First, we see that believers are gathering in small homes to fellowship.
Paul reminds us about having a sincere heart, faith, and love.
You can take a lot of verses in the New Testament about being sincere.
One of the good reminders from Paul is 1 Timothy 1:5
“The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith.”
May we reminded to have this attitude of sincerity before our Heavenly Father.
From now on, I desire to be sincere before God in everything that I do.