Pessimistc (Jeremiah 29:11)

I have been hearing that word (the title) a lot these days.
Personally, I don’t even know what if I am.
When I am depressed, I do think negatively.
At least, I was depressed.
Perhaps I still do think negatively along the side.
Psychologically speaking, when I get worried, I also think negatively.
For exams, I know that I will pass, but I tend to believe I would fail my exam.
I do love you, but I don’t know if I can be with someone doesn’t show that love back to me.
Note: I don’t necessarily need you to say it to me (although it does lighten my heart and tinkles my ears), but trusting me to lead you is already an action of love that you are showing.
For the future, I don’t even know what I am going to be doing.
As I was reading Jeremiah, a lot had happened during the exile.
Two events are happening.
People were being exiled to Babylon for a good cause.
People were staying in Judah for a bad cause.
I don’t have much to share in this post, but I might have lots to talk about.
It is getting late and I do pray that my heart would continue to seek after God.
For I will trust Him for my future and I don’t need to think about it.
Just to let you know, I learned how to not to be a pessimism.
Therefore, I am not pessimistic.
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Pessimistc (Jeremiah 29:11)

I have been hearing that word (the title) a lot these days.
Personally, I don’t even know what if I am.
When I am depressed, I do think negatively.
At least, I was depressed.
Perhaps I still do think negatively along the side.
Psychologically speaking, when I get worried, I also think negatively.
For exams, I know that I will pass, but I tend to believe I would fail my exam.
I do love you, but I don’t know if I can be with someone doesn’t show that love back to me.
Note: I don’t necessarily need you to say it to me (although it does lighten my heart and tinkles my ears), but trusting me to lead you is already an action of love that you are showing.
For the future, I don’t even know what I am going to be doing.
As I was reading Jeremiah, a lot had happened during the exile.
Two events are happening.
People were being exiled to Babylon for a good cause.
People were staying in Judah for a bad cause.
I don’t have much to share in this post, but I might have lots to talk about.
It is getting late and I do pray that my heart would continue to seek after God.
For I will trust Him for my future and I don’t need to think about it.
Just to let you know, I learned how to not to be a pessimism.
Therefore, I am not pessimistic.
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It is hard to love.

Honestly, I have no idea how many times I have said it.

I am starting to grow in love, but it is hard.

It is difficult to love a person who doesn’t know if he or she loves you back.

I wonder how God feels.

I wonder how much anger God has when Israel forsaken Him.

No matter much love and forgiveness God gives them, they always betray Him.

Reading the Old Testament, there are so much rebuke and judgment from God.

However, there is also mercy and grace from God.

I won’t talk too much in this blog but I really want to know.

I really want to figure things out deeply and honestly as I can.

Can I love her if she doesn’t love me back?

Can I be with her if she doesn’t love me back?

Bigger question is: Can she trust me?

I believe trusting me is all the respect that I need.

Because out of trust, there is a by-product of love being acted out.

Continue to seek God’s heart because I can find my answer there.

Figure

It is hard to love.

Honestly, I have no idea how many times I have said it.

I am starting to grow in love, but it is hard.

It is difficult to love a person who doesn’t know if he or she loves you back.

I wonder how God feels.

I wonder how much anger God has when Israel forsaken Him.

No matter much love and forgiveness God gives them, they always betray Him.

Reading the Old Testament, there are so much rebuke and judgment from God.

However, there is also mercy and grace from God.

I won’t talk too much in this blog but I really want to know.

I really want to figure things out deeply and honestly as I can.

Can I love her if she doesn’t love me back?

Can I be with her if she doesn’t love me back?

Bigger question is: Can she trust me?

I believe trusting me is all the respect that I need.

Because out of trust, there is a by-product of love being acted out.

Continue to seek God’s heart because I can find my answer there.

Last One For This Semester =)

Tech 124 (Check)

Tech 114(Check)

IAT 235 (Check)

IAT 202(Unchecked)

Time to finish filming by Thursday evening!

Honestly, I find this semester flew by at an instant.

I still remember the moment when this semester started.

I met a lot of new friends this semester, but did not get too close them.

On Sunday evening, when I was school doing project with my friend, I had an opportunity to share the Gospel and my testimony to him.

He was quite open to what I had to say.

He is searching the purpose of his existence.

After explaining everything to him, I prayed that he will come to know God in the future.

The seed was planted, but the Lord does the watering.

Pray for him.

Last One For This Semester =)

Tech 124 (Check)

Tech 114(Check)

IAT 235 (Check)

IAT 202(Unchecked)

Time to finish filming by Thursday evening!

Honestly, I find this semester flew by at an instant.

I still remember the moment when this semester started.

I met a lot of new friends this semester, but did not get too close them.

On Sunday evening, when I was school doing project with my friend, I had an opportunity to share the Gospel and my testimony to him.

He was quite open to what I had to say.

He is searching the purpose of his existence.

After explaining everything to him, I prayed that he will come to know God in the future.

The seed was planted, but the Lord does the watering.

Pray for him.